icedrawrs (:

i've moved!

2009-02-20T00:01:00.001-08:00

http://noelletpl.blogspot.com

UDPATES! (:

2009-02-01T16:24:00.000-08:00

YAY! everything's finally over!
not so stressed now! :3

firstly, TQ09.
didnt get through, but had fun (:
will update you guys with the video soooon!

next, 4F outing.
or rather, 4F(S) outing!
haha, 4f07&4f08 gathered at mrs yeo's house ytd!
was pretty fun! and chad was "blowing" all around, lol.
was a pretty successful event, first time planning one! 15 ppl turned up! more than expected (:
will update more when i get all the pictures from all around!

will update soon,
prolly after exam week (:

I WNA GET A JOB DURING HOLS YO!

till the next (:

AND PS, TO THOSE WHO LOVES TO CRITICIZE MY(& MY FRDS) DRESSING,
its like hello? look at yourself before you critic on others.
DONT KNOW WHO WEAR UNTIL SO~ AND MAKE UP SOME MORE!
i dont mention names~
pot calling the kettle black.
i know you have a date after school, thts why you(s) dressed up right?
ITS THE SAME FOR US OKAY, just that we got MORE dates than you(s) have!
and, hello? i wear super nice, means i got performance?
DONT KNOW THEN DONT TALK LA.
hush okay, hush.
i know you(s)'re a little SLOW in getting concepts, so hush eh.
simple sense.

if you want to criticize us, then DONT DO IT!
if you dress up, why criticize us when we do?
cause our dressings and fashion sense is like, so much better than yours?
JEALOUS?

SAD FOR YOU(S)!

and, want to gossip, GOSSIP SOFTER LUH.
*SLAPS*

BYE WORLD, test now.

TQ09

2009-01-25T21:13:00.000-08:00

PLEASE SUPPORT ME IN TALENT QUEST 09!

EVENT: TALENT QUEST 09 QUARTER FINALS
VENUE: JP1 (Jurong Point's Old Building) Stage
DATE: 31st January 2009.
TIME: 1330

There will be about 21 contestants singing on the day itself.
please do come down to support me as there'll be voting system used!

THANKS LOADS (:

4F OUTING 09.

2009-01-25T19:17:00.000-08:00

TO ALL FELLOW 4Fians/07.
THERE'S A CNY OUTING COMING UP! (:

VENUE: MRS YEO'S house.
DATE: 1st february 2009 (sun)
TIME: 4PM (at yishun interchange)

we'll meet at yishun int and go tgt (:
if you ppl gg on your own, please tell me!

PLEASE SPREAD DA NEWS YO!

PEOPLE GOING {confirmed}:
CHAD
MEISHEN
DOREEN
BEILING
BEVERLEY
LLEWELYN
NAZREEN
SHAUN O.
HEZEL

please contact me if you wna go, thanks!
just leave a comment or msg me.

2009-01-13T05:08:00.001-08:00

if ur a girl ur name is:Aya
if ur a guy ur name is:Toshiro

Aya means color and design so your very creative, maybe you will grow up to be a artist!:) And Toshiro means talented and smart so im thinking that maybe a lot of people are jealous of your skills.lol

something lame i did on facebook, from jw's invitation.

2009-01-12T01:00:00.000-08:00

STRESSED!
exams are round the corner, AGAIN.
like wtf, so soon!

ZZZ!

2009-01-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

today's perf sucked.
stop asking, everyone!

2009-01-04T00:54:00.000-08:00

YES, UPDATE!

FIRSTLY,

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:
new year resolutions?
in my p.blog!

1st cmcc meeting!

NEW WALLET (:

comes with this super nice keychain which i just lost a moment ago :(

okok, will update more soon!
LATERS.

2009-01-01T19:18:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2008-12-30T00:47:00.000-08:00

NOT FUNNY LOR.

laugh laugh laugh.
rude ass.
NO MANNERS!
wu yi lei ju, tsk tsk tsk.

ya, read this.

you all laugh at us now,
see who gets the last laugh.

fckuer(s).

2008-12-26T21:51:00.000-08:00

NEW ITEMS UPDATED IN ICERIGHTED!
do check it out (:

http://icerighted.blogspot.com

2008-12-17T20:55:00.000-08:00

im super disappointed w myself can :(
yes yes yes, i wna announce to th whole world.
im such a shame!

just when i thought i was improving, i declined! :(

and watched baifenbai ytd.
SIGH, make me juewu!

nvm, not too late!

TSK!
i spent SGD$12 just for a paper?!

NOELLE'S GG TO IMPROVE!

stage presence,
vocal stability,
diaphragm,
expression,
FEELING!!!

sing to express, not to impress;

STILL 还

2008-12-10T06:47:00.000-08:00

sorry for the zaoxia(s)!
voice aint in good condition!
(repairing in process)

2008-12-07T19:45:00.001-08:00

AUTHENTIC RALPH LAUREN POLO FOR SALE (((:
GRAB YOURS NOW BEFORE THE COLLECTION ENDS!!!

visit ICERIGHTED now! (:

performance w afiq

2008-11-27T19:25:00.001-08:00

performance with afiq!
被风吹过的夏天.

alil sucky here and there,
BUT OH WELL!
was a nice experience.

my 1st duet performance with another duet partner (usually naz).
more to go! esp the one at *scape, would be damn cool (:

2008-11-17T20:46:00.000-08:00

I'VE REOPNED

MY BLOGSHOP!

VISIT&SHOP&LINK (:

ICERIGHTED.BLOGSPOT.COM

LINK IT (:

TO SOME PEOPLE (dont want mention names)

2008-11-17T08:18:00.000-08:00

look who's talking,
the pot calling the kettle black.

take a good look at yourself before speaking ill of others!

(:

2008-11-16T04:38:00.001-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

okok, i shall update a long and decent post! (:

mostly pictures, lazy to type.
and i bet you're lazy to read too, hehe!

NNBBPP (:

kmobed before sma day w N&P last wed!

NIU~

her stage, lol!

me (:

zou wo men get high~

sma day.

bear&pig balloons (:

so nice!

OUR FOOD FOR GG TO SMA DAY, pathetic.
only left w indian cuisine :(

attack!!!

the lift button not working, someone press until spoil!

no offence to joel, but my dog name's JOJO!
wahaha!

CIP @ SAF YACHT CLUB!

censored, too unglam.

okok, theend.

I GOT PERFORMANCES COMING UP!

will update more when the date and everything confirmed! (:
impressario's coming up too!

MUSICALLY BUSY! :D

and exams are coming!
sian1/2.

study, or not?..

2008-11-12T08:21:00.001-08:00

i'll update one MIE trip once i gather all th pictures and edit them (:
stay tuned yo.

2008-11-09T20:14:00.000-08:00

我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸, 寻找我最爱的人在那里.

noelle's birthday.

2008-10-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NOELLE (:

shall blog a quick post and cherish my last few moments of my birthday!

okay, firstly!
list of people who wished me happy birthday.
(IN ORDER)

28/10/08.
♥
shauna SC2 (:
donald
charlie

29/10/08.
huifang (:
TEEBIRD!
RYAN erzi.
TANJINGHUI!
charlene twin (:
chungyen.
darlinlove!
HSY&QINGREN!
veronicacmq!
shishyan.
auntsally.
NOOB!
daddy (((:
sherman.
gidd!
oldman jiahao!
benjamin.
NIUqsy.
ALFRED erzi.
PPtjw.

etc;

THANK YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES!

'm touched that you all rmb my birthday (:

it was the best birthday, ever.
seriously!

and TANJINGHUI! your message made me cry la!
so touching! early in th morning make me eyes red red TT
LOVE YOU GIRL! (:

early this morning, bb sang me a birthday song!
on sms and on the phone, live.
that was my first birthday song this year (:
and and and got eng&chi version de!
thanks bb!

SUPER HAPPY,

YOU MADE MY DAY EARLY IN TH MORNING!

okay, my friends were super super super nice alright!
guess what they did?
they bought me a cake, asked pp to lured me to the toilet.
AND SURPRISE ME WITH THE CAKE IN THE TOILET!
and yeah, i celebrated my birthday in the toilet?
but it was super nice. the moment was like, aw..
and everyone wished me a happy birthday, with a birthday song! (:

and after cutting cake etc, WE STARTED PLAYING WITH THE CAKE!
&&&ZUL! I REMEMER YOU SIOL!

haha. then came the presents!
alot la, seriously.
got a VERY enormous mug from niu!
watch, converse cap (damn chio) and a card!
and a photo frame from charlene twin! (:

and really, those presents were super nice la!

LOVED IT SO (((:

and many lecturers wished me a happy birthday.
everyone that talked to us (even newly met friends) wished me happy birthday luh!
was such a nice feeling!

THANKS SO MUCH TO JIAWEI, QSHUYING, HSHUYING, QINGREN, SHYAN, ZUL, BINGHUI AND ALL THOSE THAT PLAYED A PART IN MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SUCH A MEMORABLE ONE!

AND NOT FORGETTING,

♥

after interview, went home.
everyone came over luh!
both my bro & mum skipped their events to celebrate my birthday.

thanks so much (((:

and i got ALOT of red packets this year, seriously alot.
can buy my itouch ald siol!

okay, very wordy hor?
sorry, hehe. still very excited about it.

PICTURES YO!

FRUIT CAKE (:

qingren, YY, shyan, bbear, nniu, ppig (:

poly clique (:

star of today! (:
(and everyday actually :X)

big cake!

"how to take ah?"

PRESENTS (((:

chio cap! (PURPLE)

CARD, drawn by jw's sister jiaqi! thanks so much!
and still got binghui's wishing there.
AND ALOT OF PPL LA, gan dong de! :D

watch! (:

SEE THE SUPER DUPER BIG MUG!!!

traffic light (:

see niu laugh until so funny!

*notice niu's hand, i editted*

NNPPBB (:

CHIO CAP YO! (:

CON-VER-SE!!!

damn chio right!
thankyou thankyou ((:

charlenetwin! (:

bangle's reflection! haha.

toilet bowl building! haha! (:

BLACK FOREST!

*happy birthday to no-elle~*

mummy&me (:

my honey honey! (:

aunt sandy & alyssa.

aunt cindy, uncle shaun, grandma, amos!

aunt cindy, uncle shaun, amos.

benjamin, adrian, mummy, amos.

WE ARE FAMILY (:

benjamin, adrian.

SIBLINGS YO (:

aunt sally!

LOVE THIS PICTURE LOADS YO!
who's the superstar?!
duh, me luh (((:

LOVE THIS YEAR'S BIRTHDAY YO!

special birthday (:

thanks everyone,
really a very very very great thanks!

2008-10-26T05:13:00.001-07:00

if there was anything i would say now,
i would say nothing.

2008-10-24T06:34:00.001-07:00

i want go our sma mie trip la!
stupid sherman.
IF HE GO, JW SY & ME NOT GG LE LAH!
super sian. so rare opportunity, he want to disturb us.
ONLY YEAR ONE GOT CHANCE GO LOR! :(

IF YOU'RE READING THIS,
PLEASE DONT GO CAN?!
i know you go is not really cause you want to go de. is bcause jw go then you want go right? dont so naive think that if you follow her to mie trip, she'll suddenly like you or what shit la. NO HOPE OKAY?! you're making us dislike you more by such actions lor. if you really sincerly want go de, we wont say anything. but we know your motive lor! foff la.

and also, mie falls on the same day as my dental.
big event.
sigh, dk how siol.

2008-10-23T08:16:00.001-07:00

"BB, I knew u r sad for today what chartur said, cheer up k... work hard from now on and i think we can go U together, if cannot then go aus U or Holland U... I know u wan singapore U.. There's always a way... I really thinks there is really a way... Study together every wk? Hmm, choose one day... I everyday free unless I gt dates.. ;P... We buck up together and achieve goals together k..
If wan to do something, do ur best, if not dont do it!

tink so?!"

see my sweet pig wrote this on her blog la!

SO SWEET!

thankyou la! that made my night (:
gan dong de.

yeah, we should start studying every week! :D
looking fwd yo.

hotpot day.

2008-10-16T04:51:00.001-07:00

sorry for being so emo ytd!
noelle's fine now (:

anyway, lessons ytd & today are fun!
quite interesting.

okok, went hotpoting w jiawei today!
quite funny, we couldnt finish th food then very scared need to pay!
haha. then we paid th bill bfore we finished our food, so we exchanged glance w each other!
DAMN FUNNY!
and woah, the price was like 49+
SO EX LA!

walked around afterwhich.
wanted to have desserts at JI DE CHI, but was too bloated.

was a nice day out (:
for more details, read jw's blog.
i think she'll write till quite detailed!

PICTURES!

okay, rushing out dinner now.

just one more picture before i go off (:

lovewater (:

BYE!

stop of blogging

2008-10-13T05:53:00.001-07:00

due to the poor results in the previous sem,

noelle would be bucking up this sem.

and thus, blog updating will not be often.

and i hereby make my blog an officially dead blog.

till im free (finish revising etc), my blog will remain this way.

2008-10-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

OH MY GAWD!

i dont want a NDS lite anymore!
I WANT A NDSi!!!

OMG, SO COOL!!!
check it out

还 (still)

2008-10-05T23:22:00.001-07:00

sung by afiq

sung by noelle

VERSE
当我鼓起了勇气
Dang wo gu qi le yong qi
When I found the courage

对你说了我爱你
Dui ni shuo le wo ai ni
To tell you I love you,

你也笑着说爱我
Ni ye xiao zhe shuo ai wo
You smiled and said you love me too.

那时我们很甜蜜
Na shi wo men hen tian mi
We were sweet back then,

笑着哭着都是你
Xiao zhe ku zhe dou shi ni
Laughter or tears were over you,

我却不是你唯一
Wo que bu shi ni wei yi
But I wasn’t your only one.

你说他给了你
Ni shuo ta gei le ni
You said he gave you

我不能也不可能給你的爱
Wo bu neng ye bu ke neng gei ni de ai
A love I didn’t and could never give.

CHORUS
我想说声对不起
Wo xiang shuo sheng dui bu qi
I want to say I’m sorry

不能再永远呵护你
Bu neng zai yong yuan he hu ni
I’m unable to take care of you forever

但我想你知道
Dan wo xiang ni zhi dao
But i want you to know

我还是会永远守护你
Wo hai shi hui yong yuan shou hu ni
I would still be there for you

当你选择了放弃
Dang ni xuan ze le fang qi
When you chose to give up

我只能说我还爱你
Wo zhi neng shuo wo hai ai ni
I could only say I still love you

因为爱你所以
Yin wei ai ni suo yi
Because i love you,

希望你和他一起不再哭泣
Xi wang ni he ta yi qi bu zai ku qi
I hope you would not tear anymore, with him

BRIDGE
不要说对不起
Bu yao shuo dui bu qi
Dont apologize

只要你能快乐
Zhi yao ni neng kuai le
As long as you’re happy

我想我也会默默地祝福你们
Wo xiang wo ye hui mo mo de zhu fu ni men
I guess I would be silently blessing you two

就让我的眼泪换你的幸福
Jiu rang wo de yan lei huan ni de xing fu
Let my tears exchange happiness for you

first time creating a song with others.
RATINGS/COMMENTS?
(for song, not for voice)

where has my voice gone???
ohmygawd!

new blog song

2008-10-03T20:38:00.001-07:00

i've change my blog's song into a very emo but damn nice song!

林峰&泳儿
★明天以后★

在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走

你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说迟到的我的心动

你的好你的坏
我的脾气你最懂
我不要你来心疼我
（我不要你离开我）
明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
（我不怕会伤心）
对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一
（我并不是你的唯一）
还微笑祝福你

你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
我从来没对你说压抑的我的心动

我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
我不要你来心疼我
明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
（我不怕会伤心）
对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一
（我并不是你的唯一）
还微笑祝福你

爱情总让人折磨
所以我们才选择做比情人更好的朋友
我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
（我不怕会伤心）
对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一
（我并不是你的唯一）
还微笑祝福你

dont worry, noelle aint emo.
she just fell in love with this song when she first heard it!
its nice, right???

oh btw, noelle have a new song (:
titled 还(still).
this song was collaboratively done with afiq, zupeng(his friend) and me!
im proud to say it's done in a very short time!
and it sounds dopely nice! ((:
wait till i get the recording done, i'll post it up!

cheerios to great music(s)!

2008-10-01T23:50:00.001-07:00

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baking is fun (:

2008-09-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

my first baking lessons, at phoon huat (:
pictures shall do the talking!

wrong spelling =.-

paying attention.

chef.

holland pumpkin seed bread (:

chilled chocolate&raisin cheese cake.

my notes (hardworking!)

yummy (:

was fun (:

more lessons more lessons,
must learn how to make a nicer blueberry cake!

as the saying goes (:

day out.

2008-09-29T07:22:00.000-07:00

went out w afiq&nazreen today!

wanted to lunch with wq de, budden he suddenly cant make it.
so oh well. went out with these two sing-a-bee-s! (:

met up w afiq cause he wanted some voucher for haircut, naz tagged along since he was having his hols, nth else to do either. went amk hub with these two dudes after, to top up my TAPz card. had a $20 free coupon/voucher, and it expires tml!
so so so i went to top up, then next day can play.
after topping up, played bball with naz!
he dint even get through the first round!
=.=
i scored 120+ and stopped at the 2nd round. lousy!~

shopped around,
AND WHERE THERE IS NAZREEN,
THERE ARE ALWAYS PICTURES!

CAPSULES (((:

awww..

stitch?

barney, spread da love (:

going crazy over a toy guitar =.=

emo girl over there.

selfobsessed (:

and and and nazreen's such a meanass.
posted all my zl picture in his phone, ON HIS BLOG!
!!!

and and and he gave afiq the wrong directions.
made afiq so emo.
sorry la afiq!!! dont emo okokay???

mm, i want to go out tml.
with darlin.
but, im lazy!!!

2008-09-28T21:06:00.001-07:00

i envy those whom parents support them in whatever they want to do.
like singing.

some parents sponsor them to learn.
some even join compts for them, etc.

proud of their child.

hais, how i wished.
i know im not talented in singing.
but i like it alot, really alot.

its not just a liking that'll fade over time.
its a strong passion i cant live without.

by the time im able to support myself to singing lessons,
i'll be old and rusty ald.
:(

2008-09-28T05:03:00.001-07:00

currently obsessed with the song of elva's.
冲动
love it, or not.

finally

2008-09-25T20:50:00.000-07:00

YAY, finally my new blogskin is done! (:

i think the NOELLE'S BLOG on top like a lil weird, should put picture.
but im currently lost on what picture i should put.
so it shall stay like this until i find or make a nice banner to put up there!

oh, and just fyi.
the icedrawrs@blogspot.com up there. try hovering over it, got color! hees.

any comments???

2008-09-21T08:40:00.000-07:00

XINYAO 2008 (:
it was a great success, thanks everyone for coming down!
less to speak, let the pictures and videos bring you back to the day itself (:

......................................................................................................................................
the pictures are taken by various members of spcmcc. not all pictures are uploaded cause it'll take a very very very long time. i uploaded only those that has me in it, and those i find interesting! (:
......................................................................................................................................

welcome to SAM (:

OUR STAGE (:

getting ready for rehearsal.

we are the world, we are the children! (:

LOUIS.
(step cute guy)

make up artist? haha.

YENRU (dk)(dk) GRACE.

XIAOHAN.
(love singing with this girl, she rocks la! linyoujia's fans!)

JIAHAO.
(old man, good singer also!)

YENRU GRACE.
(they very very very good to me dee!!!)

CHERRY.

LUMLUM JIAHAO.

LUMLUM.
(my student idol this year. she sing damn nice!)

......................................................................................................................................
okay, pay for your ticket and you may enter!
......................................................................................................................................

wow, full house (:

live band.

sweet couple, singing 关于爱情.

lumlum singing 有你多好.

eh relax, dont fight la.
(doni&jiahao)

jiahao singing 太想爱你.

and lastly, noelle singing 再一次拥有 (:

......................................................................................................................................
now that you've seen the picture,
its time to enjoy our performance once again (:
......................................................................................................................................

期待爱
[JiaJun&Evelyn]
瞬间.
[Lynette&Vanessa&Kellin]

Guardian Angel
[Ren Jie&Xue Song&Guan Yu]
关于爱情
[YongShen&Cherry]

有你多好
[ShieYar akaLumLum]
担心
[Justin&Louis]

我们的冬天
[Janet&Diana&Liyi]
走向前
[Ricky]

接受
[SeowHung&Yen Ru]
太想爱你
[YongShen&Doni&Jaye]

天黑黑
[ShuLan]
空缺
[Sky&JunFeng]

关怀方式
[ShiTing&LiuHao]
再一次拥有
[Noelle]

我不会飞
[SeowHung&Evelyn]
勾勾手
[Vanessa&Cynthia&Cherry]
默契
[Clara&Cynthia&Grace]

......................................................................................................................................

some did well, some did not as well.
but its not about singing well and impressing.
its our performance, we had fun.
its the process of auditioning, rehearsing, practicing, learning that made this performance memorable. well, at least for me.

this is my 2nd performance,
and i think ive improved, whether stage presence or vocally.
but i sang without much emotions this time round.
though im not perfect yet, im working consistently towards it (:

and lastly to end this post.
sing to express, not to impress;

......................................................................................................................................

LOST AND NOT YET FOUND!

2008-09-17T22:35:00.000-07:00

LOST SHIRT!
looks like the picture below but its in WHITE!

baleno coca cola a better tomorrow edition!

PLEASE CONTACT ME
if you found the shirt.
(leave a comment)

LOST VENUE, SENTOSA.
DATE, 16TH SEPTEMBER 2008.
PLACE LOST, SENTOSA BEACH TOILET.

i think some guys took it by mistake.
cause it was in a plastic bag.

so if you happen to take it and hopped onto this blog,
PLEASE RETURN OKAY?
its a very important shirt to someone.

with great thanks, noelle.

what's love?

2008-09-11T23:25:00.001-07:00

True love is a discipline in which each divines the secret self of the other and refuses to believe in the mere daily self.

Marcel Proust
Love is space and time measured by the heart.

Anonymous
Sometimes we let affection, go unspoken, Sometimes we let our love go unexpressed, Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings, Especially towards those we love the best.

Voltaire
Love has features which pierce all hearts, he wears a bandage which conceals the faults of those beloved.

William Shakespeare
Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs. Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears. What is it else? A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet.

From the movie 'Moulin Rouge'
Love is a many splendid thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love!

Bryce Courtney
Love is energy: it can neither be created nor destroyed. It just is and always will be, giving meaning to life and direction to goodness... Love will never die.

Charles Stanley
Romantic love reaches out in little ways, showing attention and admiration. Romantic love remembers what pleases a woman, what excites her, and what surprises her. Its actions whisper: you are the most special person in my life.

Thomas Trahern
Love is the true means by which the world is enjoyed: our love to others, and others' love to us.

Honore de Balzac
True love is eternal, infinite, and always like itself. It is equal and pure, without violent demonstrations; it is seen with white hairs and is always young in the heart.

Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
Love alone is capable of uniting living beings in such a way as to complete and fulfill them, for it alone takes them and joins them by what is deepest in themselves.

Lao Tzu
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Sir Arthur Wing Pinero
Those who love deeply never grow old; they may die of old age, but they die young.

Leo Tolstoy
When you love someone, you love the whole person, just as he or she is, and not as you would like them to be.

William Shakespeare
Love looks not with eyes, but with the mind.

Erica Jong
Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more.

Isaac Bashevis Singer
Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions.

Oliver Wendell Holmes
Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.

Robert Mitchum
Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it.

Margaret Walker
Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside.

Howard Thurman
Love has no awareness of merit or demerit; it has no scale... Love loves; this is its nature.

Anonymous
Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end.

Nicholas Sparks
Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.

Peter Ustinov
Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.

unknown
Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever.

Bill Wundram
In the final analysis, love is the only reflection of man's worth.

Elizabeth Browning
Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Woody Allen
To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.

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there can be no definition to love. you've to experience it to understand it.
different people have different opinions and views towards love.
but if you've noticed, love's something great and wonderful (:

to me, love's not a game.
love's not only about holding hands, kissing, hugging, going out, having sweet and romantic times, having someone there for you, saying the three words to the other party.
love's forgiving, understanding, accepting, changing, and never giving up.
no one's perfect, you've to understand and accept them. forgive their mistakes and help them change or change yourself.
no relationship's forever happy going.
quarrels are inevitable, but if both of you are strong enough to overcome obstacles together, instead of breaking up, you'll be bonded stronger together.
and if you really love someone, you'll never have the thought of giving up on that person, that relationship, that love you knew and founded.

it's hard to love someone, and it's harder find someone you love and loves you back too!
so please cherish your other half. it's more than fate that you both met, knew each other, and got together.

argh!

2008-09-09T07:32:00.000-07:00

i hate those aunties that pushes you but TSK you first, as if they're in the right.
it's not like they're very very old kind of ppl, that they need to be let in front of. and, the way they TSK you with the fcuking kind of stare, IT SERIOUSLY IRKS ME!
whats more, they're TSK is like SO LOUD that everyone turns to look at you. wtf.

TYPICAL AUNTY LOR.

but then again, not every aunties in singapore's that bad.
some are rather nice (:

and i swear, if i grow up and BECOME an aunty,
(maybe 50years old or above)
i would be the nicer ones!

2008-09-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

有得必有失, 有赢必有输.

that's life.

today.

2008-09-05T02:47:00.000-07:00

Por los momentos dif ciles, ya entennd que la flor m s bellaser a siempre para mi.
(因着所有的挫折,我终于明白, 那最美丽的花朵,是为自己而盛开的...)

TEACHERS DAY 2008

2008-08-31T07:12:00.000-07:00

teacher's day celebrations & visiting were great!
i woke up at 730 on friday (i slept at 5am btw) and left for chongfu pri.
was late, cause of a sucker driver. okok, NVM.

i was late, naturally.
and eileen&samwong was there ald, so we went in.
the visiting was supposed to start at 1030. but because we were super early, they closed an eye and allowed us to visit our teacher. it was a nice time gathering like this, talk about everything. remembering those stupid stuffs we did when were younger. junshen joined in at around 9 (:

it was damn cool in the pri sch, they had themes on teachers day. this year's was "heroes and villains". so many dressed up as heroes, of course. i saw only ONE villain, dressed in a jailbird clothing, cute max! there were all the colors of power rangers! so cute. and uber many supermans! fake and pirated spidermans, and one soft-ear batman. damn cute, damn funny. many girls dressed up as princesses, so sweet la! (:

our pri sch teacher treated us to breakfast, and we left soon afterwhich and headed to our sec. sch.
nevertheless, PICTURES were taken!

okay, here at the sec sch.
was uber stupid, come back to sch, still get spot checked by mrs sim for the hair!
wth. okok, anyway..di performed la! so cool (:
and many performances were very nice. esp those dances.
the singings were horribly bad. except for the guy who sang jay's song. he sounded reasonable. im not being mean here, but im just ranting okay! i know no one's perfect blablablah. anyway, met er zi(s) after assembly and passed xiaohui his present!

it was nice catching up with old buddies and teachers!
and when ppl ask for my course, they were stunned upon my reply.
like, HAHA.

most were expecting me to end up in a music or art course.
but no, im taking DMTM. maritime.
im still into music&art though, just tht i aint studying it.

pictures shall speak the rest, im lazy to type ald.

weiqin di's up there! (:

teachers, teachers & teachers.

JIARONG&.

&nes.

&zhiwei! (:

&chaddo.
he wore damn formal tht day la, so shuai!

&bev.

erling&.

siling&.

theguys!

neighbours united! (:

take one, 笑场!

mrsjoanneyeo&.

mrvictortan, CARING TEACHER AWARD!
haha, yes yes. he's my history teacher!

&erling&mrvictortan&siling&nes.

DAOPOKK!
i forgot who's the daopok-ed guy! haha.
i think its' ruiyang. BTW!!! fyi, RUIYANG&PAULINE's TGT!
quite shocking, dint see that coming.

naz's cam-sensitive! lol.

after daopok!

getting ready daopok again! wahaha.

THE MORE THE MERRIER (:

zhiwei fighting w me, rahhh.

class photo, 1st take.
"so not ready"

2nd take, not bad but abit blur siol!

yay, nice one! 4F07 (:

kuazhang i tell you.
this teacher, mrchang, his table messy like garbage!
oh gosh, try finding an eraser! -.-

OKAY, end.
lazy to blog lazy to blog lazy to blog.

shall update on performance when i gather all the videos & pictures! (:
TOODLES WORLD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ♥

2008-08-29T10:24:00.000-07:00

ITS THE 29TH OF AUGUST,
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED MUMMY! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

thanks for everything mummy!
and sorry for making you angry on your birthday :3

MUSHROOM FARM TRIP!

2008-08-27T06:15:00.001-07:00

okay, im sorry. but im still very very very lazy to type.
so let the pictures do the talking (:

very cute dog (:

home of mushrooms!

what's in the big big homes!

mushroom family!

disgusting weird mushroom.
looks like the avp monster! rahhh.

xubin(er ge's gf)&.

grow your own mushrooms? (:

should have bought this for my mum, so that she knows how to manage those mushrooms she bought from the farm!!! rahhh. mushroom as dish for 2 days in a row ._.

not the radio, the pictures.

mummy&2ndaunt (:

the professor said we could take back one dog!
i would've loved to take the white one back, but..oh well.

okay, done with the mushroom farm!

Myco Mushroom Farm
District 28 Seletar Farmway West.
(search on it if you're interested)

i'll update on my mum's birthday on th actual day itself.
and i'll update later/tomorrow on pictures for these few days!
GOODBYE WORLD!

NEW BLOGSKIN (:

2008-08-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

yeah, and i finally changed my blogskin.
i took quite some time to do this, like one week? rahh.

anyway, i'll update some other times!

does th new blogskin look weird? like, my face, my face & my face -.-

21o8o8

2008-08-20T19:42:00.000-07:00

let me introduce you to my new toy! (:
i name her bimbo!

"hi, my name is biiiiiimBOOOO! (:"

see, its smiling! :D

cute right?
my eldest brother bought for me de! (:

and, today's 21st.
so fast! :D
21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30!

gv called today when i was sleeping.
and i gave a wth reply when they asked me to go for interview, lol.
WOORK WOORK WOORK! :D

19o8o8

2008-08-18T19:18:00.000-07:00

WHEES!~
SC2, you must be damn happy this moment.
CAUSE IM IN THE MOOD TO BLOG.
& im here to return you a post on KOHEI UCHIMURA!!! (:

okok, lets start off with..

hooray!
OLYMPIC 2008 IS HERE IN BEIJING!
i know, wols. im sorry!
the actual date of it was 8th aug, which made it 080808 (:

and the olympics was held in a VERY grand place!
if you've never seen it before (highly unlikely) , let me be the kind one to show you okok? hees!

damn nice right!
i feel like taking up a sport now and join olympics in the near future! lol.

okok, less of crap.
back to topic, KOHEI UCHIMURA!
take a look at his picture first ba (:

CUTE? okok, this is not th cutest of him okay!
continue reading!!!

he's like talented plus cute la!
btw, i think he looks alil like gary!
agrees??? :D
when he smile w his teeth, he looks gary!

okok, his BIODATA (:
内村航平 KOHEI UCHIMURA.
birthday 03011989
height 161cm (as short as gary! lol.)
weight 53kg ( i know, alil too heavy for his height :x)

nationality JAPAN (:
and after talking for so long, you must be wondering which sport he participated in olympics!

GUYS GYMNASTICS!

damn cool.

damn cute damn cute damn cute right?!?!? :D

for more of his biodata, click here (:
and and and, ive more pictures of him!!!
take a look :D

so cute so cute so cute right! :D
sc&i ~~were~~ are like wuper crazy over him can!

whoo!~

haha, okok.
and i saw one china gymnastic girl on tele tht day.
and i think she's a super talent too.

it was a pity she missed a catch, cause her movements were like very very nice!
if you ppl had watched it on channel5 on sunday, you ppl would know tht it was really a waste!

saw her before right!
the camera was like fixed on her throughout almost the whole of gymn.
they wanted to capture her crying etc cause she missed catch.
i think she's damn good! :D

okok, shall end here.
lost the mood to blog again!

PS; 信乐团 rocked & still rocks!
PPS; yes, my public blog's posts are non retreivable. so its either you read it, or you dont. so stay tuned alw :) feel free to ask for invitation for my pri. blog. cause basically, it aint meant to be private. i just dont want some strangers to read it.

and yeah, end of blog entry.

17o8o8

2008-08-17T06:24:00.001-07:00

"because i finally understood"

:)

14o8o8

2008-08-14T00:55:00.000-07:00

interpret it (:

12o8o8

2008-08-11T23:54:00.000-07:00

ma0083 down,
now's ma0100!

all't best (:

2008-08-07T05:19:00.000-07:00

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& whats more, you mayb be the VERY VERY lucky person to win an APPLE'S IPOD TOUCH!
yes, JUST BY VOTING!

ruiwei stand there like nvr sing lidat! wahha.
but anyway,
PLEASE VOTE K (:
that's my darlin!

o5o8o8

2008-08-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

sbt08, 我怀念的.

o4o8o8

2008-08-03T17:57:00.000-07:00

my life.

o3o8o8

2008-08-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

those who know about tml, shh.

if you know anything, just keep in your heart.
pretty please, i wont win, so just let me sing in peace! (;

my name's noelle chng chun hui!

3oo7o8

2008-07-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

UPCOMING EVENTS (:
010808 CLS/SMA Talent Time 2008 Finals
040808 SBT2008 Finals
300808 XinYao Performance

2008-07-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

SMA/CLAS TALENTTIME 2008 FINALS

VENUE: MLT1

DATE: 1st Aug 2008

TIME: 5PM

Singles
Endika (CLS)
Azahari(SMA)
Hafizah(CLS)
Duwi(SMA)
Raymond(CLS)
Noelle (SMA)

Bands
Mitchell¡¯s band
Nashrul¡¯s band
Mark¡¯s band

do come down, free admission (:

2008-07-30T06:28:00.000-07:00

FINALS :
Date: 4th August 2008, Monday
Venue: Auditorium
Time: 530PM

FREE:
ZOUK PASSES (whilst stocks last!)
GOODIE BAGS WORTH UP TO $30
LUCKY DRAW PRIZES WORTH UP TO $200 TO BE WON!
CCA POINTS
REFRESHMENTS

Visit our booth outside MLT12 from 30th July onwards!
Tickets selling at $1 ONLY!

PERFORMING FINALISTS :
Chinese Solo
Noelle Toh (:
Md Afiq
Lee Zhao Yi
Oh Jia Wen
Wee Guoquan

English Solo
Candy Foo
Glen Liu
Ye Ming Wei
Md Afiq
Hua Mei Jing

Duet
Iwan Yuliyanto & Md Afiq
Glen Liu & Wee Guoquan
Nur Hidayah & Md Fahmi
Ong Seow Hui & Edwin Sim
Alyssa Aw & Vanessa Mak

do come down (:

2008-07-28T18:52:00.001-07:00

XINYAO PERFORMANCE (30 AUGUST 2008)
1230 Meet at Bugis MRT for Lunch
1430 Enter Singapore Arts Museum For Rehearsals (There will be 2 Full-Run)
1745 Break for Light Dinner (Please do not eat too much, will affect singing)
1845 Audience to be seated
1905 Arrival of Special Guests
1915 Actual Performance (About 1hr 20min)

SONGS (:

1. 瞬间
Lynette, Kellin, Vanessa
Piano – Jia Bao
Strings/Bass – Pei Lin
Percussion – Pei Yun

2. 期待爱
Jia Jun, Evelyn
Piano – Pei Lin

3. Guardian Angel
Xue Song, Guan Yu, Ren Jie
Piano – Jia Bao
Strings/Bass – Pei Lin
Percussion – Pei Yun

4. 关于爱情
Yong Shen, Cherry
Piano – Jun Feng
Guitar – Pei Yun
Percussion – Pei Lin

5. 有你多好
Shie Yar (Lum Lum)
Piano – Jun Feng
Strings/Bass – Pei Lin

6. 担心
Louis, Justin
Piano – Jia Bao
Strings/Bass – Pei Lin
Percussion – Pei Yun

7. 我们的冬天
Diana, Janet, Liyi
Piano – Jun Feng
Strings/Bass – Pei Lin
Percussion – Pei Yun

8. 走向前
Ricky
Guitar – Pei Yun Strings/Bass – Jia Bao
Percussion – Pei Lin

9. 接受
Seow Hung, Yen Ru
Piano – Jun Feng
Guitar – Pei Yun
Percussion – Pei Lin

10. 太想爱你
Jaye, Doni, Yong Shen
Piano – Jia Bao
Strings/Bass – Pei Lin
Percussion – Pei Yun

11. 天黑黑
Shu Lan
Piano – Noelle

12. 空缺
Sky, Jun Feng
Piano – Jia Bao
Guitar – Pei Yun
Percussion – Pei Lin

13. 关怀方式
Liu Hao, Shi Ting
Guitar – Pei Yun

14. 再一次拥有
Noelle
Piano – Jun Feng
Strings/Bass – Pei Lin

15. 我不会飞
Evelyn, Seow Hung
Guitar – Pei Yun
Strings/Bass – Jia Bao
Percussion – Pei Lin

16. 勾勾手
Cynthia, Vanessa, Cherry
Piano – Jia Bao
Strings/Bass – Pei Lin
Percussion – Pei Yun

17. 默契
Cynthia, Clara, Grace
Guitar – Pei Yun

18. 友爱在身边
All (Inclusive of Helpers)
Guitar – JunFeng
Guitar – Pei Yun
Strings/Bass – Jia Bao
Percussion – Pei Lin

TICKETS
Tickets will be at $10 Each. Advance Order can be made with Jia Jun, Shu Lan or Siew Geok...
There are only about 180 tickets available so seats are limited. Can start to promote already...

if you ppl want, can ask me! then i help you buy tix (:

YAY, cheeros!

28o7o8

2008-07-28T02:07:00.000-07:00

all i can say is,
im totally disappointed in myself.

for both ti08 & sbt today :(((

i did badly, very badly.
sorry to disappoint you ppl!

24o7o8

2008-07-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

260708 ~~Teenage Icon 2008 Heats @ Heeren.~~
270708 ~~Submission of Song for SBT.~~
280708 ~~SBT SemiFinals @ SBFoyer.~~
300708 Submission of Song for SMA/CLS Talentime.
310708 Batman Movie Preview @ PlazaSing.
010808 SMA/CLS Talentime Finals.

IM BUSY!
dont miss my performance either!
come watch mine and you'll see afiq too!
wahahaha!

24o7o8

2008-07-24T07:30:00.001-07:00

rehearsal on wed was nice, we had recordings etc!
PICTURES!

cameraaa (:

grace&

see this couple, sweet dao yao ming!
(melissa&jiajun)

see SKY gg nuts -.-

wearing keniv's specs (:
i think i look nice in specs! i dont care!

another sweet couple!
yongsheng&cherry, singing to chuan shuo!
so funny, cherry kept NG-ing!
*video below*

get ready!

NG!!!

cherry&yongsheng singing chuanshuo (:

ashok! fav. teacher (:

ashok&jiawei!

ashok&

friday must submit song for SBT,
saturday's quarters for TI08,
monday's semis for SBT,
wednesday must submit song for SMA/CLS.

stress, i dead lost for songs!

23o7o8

2008-07-22T19:29:00.000-07:00

zhu zhu ^(0(..)0)^ (:

cup graded assignment for bizIT (:

postcard graded assignment (:

zhu&shiera&me!

shall end off here, till later ppl!
thts if i have th time.
I NEED TO STUDY FINANCE ACCOUNTS!
i promised myself.
qingren so kind lend me book le, MUST JIAYOU!

all da way~

22o7o8

2008-07-22T03:11:00.000-07:00

妈妈, 别哭, 我去了天堂
文/北岸曲/加峻

妈妈别哭我去了天堂
随着地动山摇的一声巨响
我看见你跌坐在嘈杂的操场
撕心裂肺的呼喊还在我耳旁

妈妈别哭我去了天堂
满天的星星可都是你的泪光
黑暗之中我不是孤独地流浪
同学们手牵手嘶哑地歌唱

妈妈别哭我去了天堂
老师说那边在没有鸟语花香
所以我恋恋不舍回头张望
绿水青山却是一片苍凉

妈妈别哭我去了天堂
但是我舍不下曾经的梦想
帮我把漂亮的书包好好收藏
留恋着黑板书本和课堂

妈妈别哭我去了天堂
只是我等不及看到绿色的军装
我睁开眼要看到你活得坚强
你把爱把我的支柱照亮
没有我的日子
你把爱给活的孩子吧

omg, so sad!
this song was written for th ppl from sichuan.
its like, so sad.
when i heard it, i almost cried can!

this guy rewrote the music for this lyrics, and its damn touching!
TT

22o7o8

2008-07-21T18:20:00.001-07:00

TEENAGE ICON 2008.
DUETING, Nsq (:

EVENT; TEENAGE ICON HEAT 3.
(fyi: heat means quarterfinals)

DATE; 26TH JULY 2008.

VENUE; HEEREN(ORCHARD).

TIME; 3PM-8PM.

DRESS CODE; WHITE TOP (:
(wear white if yoou support us)

SONG WE'LL BE SINGING; 男人女人 (nan ren nv ren)
(please learn & sing with us if possible, thanks!)

there're est 20 ppl/grp performing on tht day.
so do come down to support us (:
bring ppl along too!

great thanks to all out there!
drop me a msg if you're cfm gg so i know you're there & i can find yoou all to chat! (:

21o7o8

2008-07-20T23:00:00.001-07:00

this video's damn cute!

21o7o8

2008-07-20T22:53:00.000-07:00

so damn cool luh, i want to be like him in future!
lidat rehearse, lidat come out of stage, so cool (:

this' th rehearsal for xiaogui's gui hun song.
its like so damn cool? he posted it on his blog la!
share w us, so nice!

i like reading his blog luh, so interesting.
though its quite difficult to read those chinese characters, BUT ITS SO NICE!

pictures so cool too (:

he's a very talented guy lor,
know how to draw, know how to host, know how to sing!
AND HE'S CUUTE!

(:

btw, i wont be updating blog tht often.
i'll be elsewhere (:

2oo7o8

2008-07-19T20:36:00.000-07:00

all i can say is, sometimes i sympathize you.
if this' th only way you could find achievements and accomplishments in life, you're pathetic.

but then again,
you're not worth any of my sympathy or anything.

confession

2008-01-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

okay, ive never said this before!
ive finally found courage to type these all out.
it may be nothing, but its a very very great thing in my life!

ITS VERY WORDY.
so, if you dont wna read, dont read.
but if you wna read, please read till the end!

so here goes..

i intend to be a musician in future (:
be it a pianist, composer, artiste, or whatever.
i intend to work in a field where there's music.
cause, only in music, i find myself.
i feel that i have a belonging in music! where there is music, there is me.
maybe its because i love it, so im willing to work hard in it and learn.
and i get regconition in my improvements,
i get praises, i get attention in a good way, i get to express, and sometimes, impress!

im not talented in music, im not born with it.
but instead, i worked for it! i really worked hard.
i could remember the times where i almost wanted to drop piano lessons!
those cannings by my mum, those tears we shared.
my family aint rich, paying for piano fees for me was a great chore and burden to my mum.
but she never complained, all she wanted was for me to do well.

though i didnt liked piano as much, im very grateful and glad that she've forced me when i was younger. if she hadnt, i wouldnt have finished my piano course! and i wouldnt be so musically inclined and involved. and mayb i wont go teenage icon, and i wont know my baby! haha.

but the point is, she made me learn till the very end.
and i really worked hard, i had my hard and difficult times.
i had thoughts of giving up, but i continued.
im not talented, but i worked hard.

in singing as well! i rmb when i was sec1, i always hear bihhong sing.
then i would sing along, and i clearly rmb that i went totally offtune everytime!
so embarrassing! i felt inferior to ppl who sings well when i was in secondary.
everyone around me sings!
sec1 got bihhong, sec2 got meishen, sec3 got dor, agnes, naz, and alot luh!

the first time i got into contact with 'real' music was when im in pri5.
energy came out (:
i loved them on the spot luh, their song, their dance, and finally their looks!
it attracted me so much!!!
i rmb everyone liked 5566 lor, but i liked energy!
then i rmb i rmb when i rap last time, madeline also got rap.
then veron say i rap nicer! I RMB LOR! mayb you dont, but I RMBB!!!
but at that time, i wasnt into singing YET.
was just rapping and singing for pleasure (:
i rmb i would sing over the phone to veron, RMB?
tht was my first contact with music!

i rmb the first talent time in our school.
national day 2004.
where th student contestants sang on stage.
thats the first time i got interaction with the stage!
(fyi, my primary doesnt have such nice things as talent time luh!)
and i rmb agnes singing "guan huai fang shi" which made everyone awed under the stage.
everyone clapped for her and kailing.
she had everyone's attention.
it was like, so nice.
that made me want to perform (:
that inspired me, seriously.

after, i tried singing on my own.
i didnt know how to start off or anything. i didnt have money to go learn!
i sang with my earphones stucked in my ears, which was a super bad way of singing!
i flated sharp notes and spoilt many ears.
even my mum would ask me to shut up when i sing, too harmful!
but i liked it, so what?
so i joined talent time with meishen in the second year.
but, we werent able to enter!
at that time, i was utterly depressed and disappointed.
i gave up on singing, totally!
i hated singing, i hated music, i hated the stage!
perhaps this' the reason why i have stagefright now.
i felt rejected, so sad!!!
and after being so rejected, i even took a further step to join CSS1!
i wanted to prove the sch's judges wrong! but actually, i was wrong myself.
i really didnt have the ability to sing at that time.
i was given a red light, i felt sad, more rejected.
that left a very very dark and deep impression in my heart.
i hated the stage! ppl stared at me, hearing me sing a piece of noise.
they stared, not because i sang well, but because it was too awful :(

i really hated everything at that time.
i felt at my lowest, imagine two falls in a row!
i know its zi zhao. but, yeah.

what made me liked music again, was junjie (:
junjie inspired me. he made me love music. he made me want to sing again!
he made me know that, there're different kinds of musics!
his music inspired me so deeply! thts why i love him so much!

and after climbing back this time, i even wrote songs!
i sing and write, to myself.
jinghui would often hear my songs and comment on it.
some nice ones were like 飞吧 & 对不起.
i rmb we went to th library, she recorded lor!
then i rmb got one part, i will always zx de! but now wont le!!! (:
then then then i wrote 2F's song!
the library trip was th first inspiration of 2F's song, slowly the song was created.
i rmb when th song was out, no one gave a bloodly hack about it.
only jh, jess, and a few cared about it.
but still, only jh & jess learnt it.

it was only till sec 3 when i chanced upon this opportunity to perform!
i rmb mrs yeo asked me to write a song about friendship for the song writing competition, cause she knew i wrote songs. i was a lil unwilling at first cause i didnt really want to have interaction with stages anymore. i dont want to fall again, i dont want to be rejected again.
i joined in th end. with jamie (:
jamie was the only green house singer i knew that sang well at that time!
she was willing to learn the song and to turn up for practice.
i rmb i wanted to write a new song, but i couldnt find th chords in time.
so i reused the 2F's song.
i made minus one and everything, but it turned out quite noob.
so i played the guitar and sang with jamie.
we werent confident in our performance, we felt tht red house was super cool!
they had a proper band, good singer, good guitarist, good drummer, good bass!
everything good. while we were duos, guitar plus voice.
so simple. but we won (:

seriously, i think its either by luck or the teachers helped us or whatever.
but that greatly boosted my confidence in music.
we were even asked to sing for the principal's farewell.
i wrote a song specially for him lor, since mr yap so nice to me.
and i played th GRAND PIANO and sang w jamie! (:
i was th first person to play on the grand piano lor, it was NEWW!
and, the band instructor even praised my song lor! MY SONG!

and what made me love performing more was tht, i joined TI07.
i joined, i sang! i got through (:
that made me so happy, its like a turning point in my music life!
my bro came down to support me, he supported me!
i bet he didnt know i could sing that well before that day!
it wasnt very well, but i improved quite a bit since my first time singing!
i felt so happy that i get regconized for my improvements,
i improve at my own pace, no stress.
the judges say i have a nice vocal but i dont mange it well, perhaps all would say this to encourage the contestants, but I WAS REALLY ENCOURAGED LUH!

and though jess and jh would call me shut up when i sing,
they encouraged me also! because of they're suaning, i improved.
i was more persevere to sing better.
they were really there for me when i needed them (:

and in sec4, i joined talenttime with naz! duet!
naz was a very very very great help.
he inspired me too! i rmb the "gei wo ni de ai" th bridge.
i always cant sing de, then he will sing and laugh at me cause i cant!
and i sounded so funny.
but he also taught me many stuff that i didnt know.
his singing was like, omg.
he would correct me if i sang badly, or anything!
that helped me greatly luh, really!
because of him, i know there're warmups for singings, techniques, etc!
these i never knew before, but now i know (:

i rmb we sang "lian ai ping lv".
the part "you wo *kan* bu jian de yi ge yuan fang"
the "kan" i always cant reach, cause its xu ying (note inbtwn forsetto&chest voice)
yes, my vocal range was like so so so bad in sec 4!
i cant sing any ahmei's song nor angela's without pushing down the key!

what made my vocal range widen so greatly?
idk!
seriously, idk.

and, my baby played a very great role in my singing (:
my baby sang greatly luh!
he was very nice too, he would send me songs he liked!
and i was pretty exposed to many many many diff style and types of songs.
like "ling wu", "xing bu liao qing", "wo xiang yao shuo", etc!
great thanks to him that i know of such nice songs!
the type of music i listen to gradually changed too! i used to listen to fixed singers!
like junjie and energy's only!
which made my vocal range like very low!
but now, i listen to ahmei's, old songs, new songs, fast songs, slow songs, etc!
and because of my relationship with baby, i learnt alot.
really alot, about love.
this made me able express myself in more songs! (:
sometimes when i sing, i feel that im experiencing such things gg on, i understand the lyrics, i sing the lyrics, i pour our my heart, and thats' when i express & impress!
my baby was there whenever i needed him.
he joined compt w me, singout, impressario, teenage icon.
and he was there when i got in and when i was out!
his shoulder was there for me to lie on, his arms was there for me to hug.
perhaps thats' th experience i had with him and not others that made me reliant on him.

this journey of music,
it've been sad, happy, joyful, disappointing, rejecting, surprising, and more.
its so extraordinary, reminiscent.
i found great friends, i learn to cherish more.
ppl like veron, jess, jh, junjie, naz, etc.
and of course, my baby.
these ppl, they were ppl who touched my life.
made me who i am in present.
i thank god for these ppl appearing in my life, its a lifetime's honour!

i never regretted those shameful moments in sec2.
where i was rejected, and awful.
because of these moments, i learnt more.

though im not very good now,
but i've definately improved and achieved more than before.
which made me want to move on.

i want to learn more.
more singing techniques, more musical instruments, more song writing skills! (:
but perhaps i've to wait till i work and earn that i'll have money to support myself in music.
i believe that one day, my parents would be proud of me.
that they would changed their mind about music jobs, because i'll prove to them!
even if i dont get to perform, i could still teach (;

and if i ever get to perform and get famous,
or if i become successful in life or earn lots or live well,
i'll make sure those teachers and ppl who once looked down on me regret!
its not revenge, its sweet revenge (:
i'll make them regret on giving up on me, looking down on me, being biased against me.
because, i learn from my failure and i would succeed one day!
these teachers who only love students that are their pets, they dont understand life.
NO LIFE OKAY!
not like me, my kind of life!

rahh~ finally typed finish (:
took super long time luh, perhaps some of you think some parts are too kuazhang,
but its really true! and, it really took alot of courage to type these all out. before typing these out, i didnt had the courage to say my dream was to be a musician! many would laugh and say "dream on". but now, im determined. 人因梦想而伟大!
even if i dont get to do what i want, i'll never regret.
because, i tried (:
AT LEAST I TRIED!
so ppl out there, if you have dreams, just dream!
dont be afraid of ppl laughing at you!
who knows if you really succeed in future, right?
prove ppl wrong! (:

saying about prove ppl wrong, i suddenly rmb th moment i showed victor tan my O level paper.
i got B4 for humans luh! rmb his shocked face. i used to hand in blank scripts, F9s, red marks.
but, i passed my O levels. and whats more, a B4 (:
proved him wrong, i aint stupid!

sing to express,
not to impress;